You have a gift. I read what you wrote and it was really good. You are right. You need to have dreams and go after them now. I am a happy father with three great kids and I am especially proud of you. You are turning into a caring, intelligent and talented young lady. When I think of you, It brings a smile to my face. Don’t let anyone or anything change the way you are. You are simply AMAZING
LOVE YOU
DAD
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
I couldn't help but look
Astro Compatibility
When two Taureans come together in a love affair, it's a very sensuous and stable relationship -- which pleases both of them to no end. Those are two of the things a Taurus prizes most in a relationship (along with fidelity, sharing good food and other creature comforts ...) When two people both of this Sign get together, it can be the love connection of a lifetime. They will spoil one another to both their hearts' content: Taurus can respect their sweetheart's desire for life's little luxuries, because they have that need themselves. Both partners are charming, graceful and dignified. They can be quite stubborn and opinionated, not to mention jealous and possessive. All Tauruses have to learn to agree to disagree, and especially two Tauruses together; they need to recognize that their relationship is too good to jeopardize with minor arguments.
Taureans are blessed with strong willpower and commitment. They love the wooing process of courting, so the beginning, building stages of their relationship may stretch out deliciously. Taureans rarely rush into a relationship, but once they're committed, it's solid -- maybe even for life. When two Taureans get together, both provide and expect total devotion. Because of this devotion, a Taurus-Taurus pair may be more possessive of each other than most. Nothing upsets these lovers more than infidelity, but -- luckily -- because both partners are so dedicated to each other and the relationship and because Taureans tend to be very reliable, cheating is rare.
Taurus is ruled by the Planet Venus. When two people with Venus energy come together, it can be love at first sight. Both partners are highly romantic and loving, and they never tire of physical contact and touching. They are the great stamina Signs of the Zodiac; they love to go all day and all night and all the next day … They are highly sensual and both enjoy pampering. Emotional security is very important to them, but when this is guaranteed these partners can be as decadent and indulgent as they please. They can tend to be lazy, becoming overly relaxed in the moment, but generally they work very hard to maintain the lifestyle of luxury that they prefer.
Taurus is an Earth Sign. These two most likely love to garden (they share a mutual love of beauty). Earth Signs are also about possessions, and two Taurus partners usually surround themselves with beautiful things -- a lovely home, artwork, luxurious fabrics, expensive cars. They also share a love of rich, fine foods -- a regular fitness routine might not be a bad idea for these two to help them keep off those extra pounds!
Taurus is a Fixed Sign. In a Taurus-Taurus combination, both partners persevere when working toward their goals -- and both stand by their opinions as if it's a matter of life or death. They generally shy away from change, preferring life to be stable, steady and predictable. Once these two make up their minds that the relationship is a good one, they will devote themselves to each other. But if they have differing ideas, they may find themselves in a never-ending battle of wills. If they understand they're working together toward a common goal, then anything will be possible for this pair.
What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Taurus relationship? Their incredible loyalty to each other and their dedication to continuing the romance -- no matter how long-term the relationship is. Their mutual love of romance and comfort makes theirs a highly devoted and long-lasting relationship.
By Astrology.com
When two Taureans come together in a love affair, it's a very sensuous and stable relationship -- which pleases both of them to no end. Those are two of the things a Taurus prizes most in a relationship (along with fidelity, sharing good food and other creature comforts ...) When two people both of this Sign get together, it can be the love connection of a lifetime. They will spoil one another to both their hearts' content: Taurus can respect their sweetheart's desire for life's little luxuries, because they have that need themselves. Both partners are charming, graceful and dignified. They can be quite stubborn and opinionated, not to mention jealous and possessive. All Tauruses have to learn to agree to disagree, and especially two Tauruses together; they need to recognize that their relationship is too good to jeopardize with minor arguments.
Taureans are blessed with strong willpower and commitment. They love the wooing process of courting, so the beginning, building stages of their relationship may stretch out deliciously. Taureans rarely rush into a relationship, but once they're committed, it's solid -- maybe even for life. When two Taureans get together, both provide and expect total devotion. Because of this devotion, a Taurus-Taurus pair may be more possessive of each other than most. Nothing upsets these lovers more than infidelity, but -- luckily -- because both partners are so dedicated to each other and the relationship and because Taureans tend to be very reliable, cheating is rare.
Taurus is ruled by the Planet Venus. When two people with Venus energy come together, it can be love at first sight. Both partners are highly romantic and loving, and they never tire of physical contact and touching. They are the great stamina Signs of the Zodiac; they love to go all day and all night and all the next day … They are highly sensual and both enjoy pampering. Emotional security is very important to them, but when this is guaranteed these partners can be as decadent and indulgent as they please. They can tend to be lazy, becoming overly relaxed in the moment, but generally they work very hard to maintain the lifestyle of luxury that they prefer.
Taurus is an Earth Sign. These two most likely love to garden (they share a mutual love of beauty). Earth Signs are also about possessions, and two Taurus partners usually surround themselves with beautiful things -- a lovely home, artwork, luxurious fabrics, expensive cars. They also share a love of rich, fine foods -- a regular fitness routine might not be a bad idea for these two to help them keep off those extra pounds!
Taurus is a Fixed Sign. In a Taurus-Taurus combination, both partners persevere when working toward their goals -- and both stand by their opinions as if it's a matter of life or death. They generally shy away from change, preferring life to be stable, steady and predictable. Once these two make up their minds that the relationship is a good one, they will devote themselves to each other. But if they have differing ideas, they may find themselves in a never-ending battle of wills. If they understand they're working together toward a common goal, then anything will be possible for this pair.
What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Taurus relationship? Their incredible loyalty to each other and their dedication to continuing the romance -- no matter how long-term the relationship is. Their mutual love of romance and comfort makes theirs a highly devoted and long-lasting relationship.
By Astrology.com
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Friday, November 14, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Wake me up when the nightmeres take me in
Last night I had a dream about Mouse. I don't remember much of the dream, only that he was dressed in a white plain tee, beige pants, skater shoes like he always wore... his hair was the length of mine and he must have had someone straighten it like he would make me do sometimes. (his hair is naturally wavy.) I can't remember if he was wearing his shades or not. I see images with him wearing them, but that's only because that's all he ever did in reality. In the dream we talked. I'm not sure what about. All I know is that when I woke up I felt surprised. He was older in my dream, like he would have been now. I wonder if that was really him.......like he could be alive in dreams and he truly did come and see me. If that makes any sense.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Eyes can't look at you any other way
You know those questions you see in bulletins, or livejournals. The ones that are all about you. People usually do them out of boredom, but I remember always doing them in Jr. High, the whole time trying to figure myself out. I could literally show you my old journals filled with them. I'd always have an answer though, so I'd say that was a good thing. I knew myself, I just needed to see it. I know that I put myself down for what I'm not, or I'm ashamed to see who I am, but beneath all the clothes I'd say I'm a good hearted person who is strong but modest. Lately I've been finding myself all over again. I'm remembering the things I used to love before I let the world crumble it. I'm feeling the energy I used to carry. I know who I am, I just need to see it.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Anna Molly
I feel like we're in two different worlds sometimes. He has so much going on that I hear about at the end of the night. Sometimes I don't, unless I ask. Not that I'm complaining. I love the fact that he welcomes me in, but I wish that I was more apart of it. I wish he wondered what was going on in my world. Not that it could compare to his. I'm not exactly making huge decisions like he is, but we all need some attention every now and then. I guess I'm aching for his... and I think in a way it's getting on his nerves. Not that he's told me that though. I don't know blogger, I sometimes feel empty by the end of the night because I need his fuel. He gets me goin, ya know? He is a reason to wake up in the morning, but then the pile of my insecurities apear and I don't feel good enough.
"A cloud hangs over and mutes my happiness, A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress, (distress)Wish you were here, I'm a wounded satellite, I need you now, put me back together, make me right"
EDIT.
We got off the phone and my eyes could not stop crying. Even now, I still feel like such an idiot. This is all my fault, I know...
"She's still in there but she's captive. Are you willing to go in there and find her?"
I know he's trying, I know he's pulling. I'm here and I feel it. God, please heal my wounds. I know he won't hurt me. I can trust him. I can love him and he'll love me back. He wants to hold me. God, please help me let go. Please let me come out.
"A cloud hangs over and mutes my happiness, A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress, (distress)Wish you were here, I'm a wounded satellite, I need you now, put me back together, make me right"
EDIT.
We got off the phone and my eyes could not stop crying. Even now, I still feel like such an idiot. This is all my fault, I know...
"She's still in there but she's captive. Are you willing to go in there and find her?"
I know he's trying, I know he's pulling. I'm here and I feel it. God, please heal my wounds. I know he won't hurt me. I can trust him. I can love him and he'll love me back. He wants to hold me. God, please help me let go. Please let me come out.
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