I couldn't help but look

Astro Compatibility

When two Taureans come together in a love affair, it's a very sensuous and stable relationship -- which pleases both of them to no end. Those are two of the things a Taurus prizes most in a relationship (along with fidelity, sharing good food and other creature comforts ...) When two people both of this Sign get together, it can be the love connection of a lifetime. They will spoil one another to both their hearts' content: Taurus can respect their sweetheart's desire for life's little luxuries, because they have that need themselves. Both partners are charming, graceful and dignified. They can be quite stubborn and opinionated, not to mention jealous and possessive. All Tauruses have to learn to agree to disagree, and especially two Tauruses together; they need to recognize that their relationship is too good to jeopardize with minor arguments.

Taureans are blessed with strong willpower and commitment. They love the wooing process of courting, so the beginning, building stages of their relationship may stretch out deliciously. Taureans rarely rush into a relationship, but once they're committed, it's solid -- maybe even for life. When two Taureans get together, both provide and expect total devotion. Because of this devotion, a Taurus-Taurus pair may be more possessive of each other than most. Nothing upsets these lovers more than infidelity, but -- luckily -- because both partners are so dedicated to each other and the relationship and because Taureans tend to be very reliable, cheating is rare.

Taurus is ruled by the Planet Venus. When two people with Venus energy come together, it can be love at first sight. Both partners are highly romantic and loving, and they never tire of physical contact and touching. They are the great stamina Signs of the Zodiac; they love to go all day and all night and all the next day … They are highly sensual and both enjoy pampering. Emotional security is very important to them, but when this is guaranteed these partners can be as decadent and indulgent as they please. They can tend to be lazy, becoming overly relaxed in the moment, but generally they work very hard to maintain the lifestyle of luxury that they prefer.

Taurus is an Earth Sign. These two most likely love to garden (they share a mutual love of beauty). Earth Signs are also about possessions, and two Taurus partners usually surround themselves with beautiful things -- a lovely home, artwork, luxurious fabrics, expensive cars. They also share a love of rich, fine foods -- a regular fitness routine might not be a bad idea for these two to help them keep off those extra pounds!

Taurus is a Fixed Sign. In a Taurus-Taurus combination, both partners persevere when working toward their goals -- and both stand by their opinions as if it's a matter of life or death. They generally shy away from change, preferring life to be stable, steady and predictable. Once these two make up their minds that the relationship is a good one, they will devote themselves to each other. But if they have differing ideas, they may find themselves in a never-ending battle of wills. If they understand they're working together toward a common goal, then anything will be possible for this pair.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Taurus relationship? Their incredible loyalty to each other and their dedication to continuing the romance -- no matter how long-term the relationship is. Their mutual love of romance and comfort makes theirs a highly devoted and long-lasting relationship.


By Astrology.com

Fact

I slept but my heart was awake.

I'm never coming home and I'm never going back

I love him

Wake me up when the nightmeres take me in

Last night I had a dream about Mouse. I don't remember much of the dream, only that he was dressed in a white plain tee, beige pants, skater shoes like he always wore... his hair was the length of mine and he must have had someone straighten it like he would make me do sometimes. (his hair is naturally wavy.) I can't remember if he was wearing his shades or not. I see images with him wearing them, but that's only because that's all he ever did in reality. In the dream we talked. I'm not sure what about. All I know is that when I woke up I felt surprised. He was older in my dream, like he would have been now. I wonder if that was really him.......like he could be alive in dreams and he truly did come and see me. If that makes any sense.

Eyes can't look at you any other way

You know those questions you see in bulletins, or livejournals. The ones that are all about you. People usually do them out of boredom, but I remember always doing them in Jr. High, the whole time trying to figure myself out. I could literally show you my old journals filled with them. I'd always have an answer though, so I'd say that was a good thing. I knew myself, I just needed to see it. I know that I put myself down for what I'm not, or I'm ashamed to see who I am, but beneath all the clothes I'd say I'm a good hearted person who is strong but modest. Lately I've been finding myself all over again. I'm remembering the things I used to love before I let the world crumble it. I'm feeling the energy I used to carry. I know who I am, I just need to see it.

Anna Molly

I feel like we're in two different worlds sometimes. He has so much going on that I hear about at the end of the night. Sometimes I don't, unless I ask. Not that I'm complaining. I love the fact that he welcomes me in, but I wish that I was more apart of it. I wish he wondered what was going on in my world. Not that it could compare to his. I'm not exactly making huge decisions like he is, but we all need some attention every now and then. I guess I'm aching for his... and I think in a way it's getting on his nerves. Not that he's told me that though. I don't know blogger, I sometimes feel empty by the end of the night because I need his fuel. He gets me goin, ya know? He is a reason to wake up in the morning, but then the pile of my insecurities apear and I don't feel good enough.

"A cloud hangs over and mutes my happiness, A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress, (distress)Wish you were here, I'm a wounded satellite, I need you now, put me back together, make me right"

EDIT.

We got off the phone and my eyes could not stop crying. Even now, I still feel like such an idiot. This is all my fault, I know...

"She's still in there but she's captive. Are you willing to go in there and find her?"

I know he's trying, I know he's pulling. I'm here and I feel it. God, please heal my wounds. I know he won't hurt me. I can trust him. I can love him and he'll love me back. He wants to hold me. God, please help me let go. Please let me come out.

Stress

Yesterday was matt's birthday party that I couldn't be at. With that already bumming me out work was just not helping whatsoever. My back totally gave out on me. I was in so much pain but I dealt with it. Although, it already put me in a bad mood, when the night shift came and the other people worked, my head wanted to explode! This guy, who can't stand in the first place, was totally puporsely rude to me and all I wanted to do in that moment was sock the old man in the face. Man, I know I would never do that but the thought is pleasing. Then the dude who claims to always be "sick" was pissed off all night because he had to come in. We were super busy though and that fool didn't even look that bad! Anyway. I let Matt open his gift before I left.

I sure hope he had a good day at least.

Random but thoughtful

I was looking through photos on flickR, out of boredom of course and avoiding homework, and found this woman's home. She took pictures of each of her room but this is the one that mostly stood out to me. And it's not the blueish-green couch or the animal's skin. It's the huge painting covering the back wall. I really want something like that in my home. Maybe one room could have have that and then another could have a wall of clouds, stars even. It gives me a feeling of peace and I'm looking forward to it.

I also found this awhile back. I had saved it for the obvious reason-it's beautiful, but the more I look at it the more I want this to be my backyard. Isn't it breathtaking? Anything I would be doing out there I'd feel inspired. It's never endless.

I'm definitely putting off my math homework. That class is the only class I worry about. I feel like a Goddess in English, but it's also a very low class.

I've realized (with some help, chris:)) how unorganized I truly am. My whole life is just that and it's getting old. Sometimes you just have to put a name to things. You have to set things in boxes. But there's some boxes that can be thrown away. I'm used to storing, saving, creating, and most of all never forgetting. But then I'm not left wondering, seeking, finding.... Hm, this sounds like a new plan. Lets hope I follow through with it.

What I have so far

The weather decided to stay a certain way for once. It’s becoming November and the clouds are finally being seen again. And although the new day could be awakening my eyes are awfully tired and my mind is blank. It’s not helpful to hear my brother and his friend running around the backyard, like army men battling for their lives in Iraq, yelling “Aim, fire!” “Man down,” and shooting their nerf guns. It is loud and noisy and it is hard to even concentrate on a single note from a song. Distractions can be a deadly thing, but the day will turn to night at any minute so I better take advantage of what I have too.

There’s something about today that is making life more than just a word. Maybe because decisions are being made and the conversations about our future are becoming aware to a new audience, such as myself. We are older now and before we know it we won’t be writing about the future but be speaking of the past. Which leads me to think to myself, am I putting my heart into everything I do?

We all need that drive that makes our blood run and sets our heart at peace. Everything else falls into place once we find out what that is. It helps our world make sense because our priorities obtain to the things we love. Nothing is a blur anymore and the day has meaning. It has meaning because you’re in it and you’re giving your all.

We trail off sleeping while our hearts are still dreaming. Do we forget our hearts desire once we’re woken? I believe we do forget what matters to us most and every single day we have the choice to deny it. We push it to the side until we think we’re ready for it, or we lose the hope in accomplishing it at all. I know it’s impossible to do what you love if there’s no fire inside. But if there is a fire, you’re the only one who can release it, or put it out. No rain and no helping hand; you alone must run with it and let the flame exceed.

I know that I am here to write and give uncontrollable love through it. I feel my passion burning inside me, but as I’ve said, I am the only one who can release it. Most of the time we hide our talent, like women hide their beauty. The truth is, I am not intimidated about writing. I’m intimidated about my viewers. I am afraid of being ignored. Though, when you think about the women from the nineteenth and twentieth century they were banished and always ignored. Now they are finally getting their recognition that they didn’t receive in their time. Did they ever give up though? Did Joan of arc say, “never mind.” No, she said, “It was for this that I was born!” Even with having no response they did what they felt passionate towards. It was no longer someone directing them but their hearts leading the way.

jskjfdgjkhgj

It is loud, there is noise, and I am not in the mood.